Within an hour of writing the last entry about procrastination, I wrote what I was procrastinating about - a script for the first part of Cynthia's story. Took about 3 very focused hours. Later that night I met the editing team, and they were delighted. Which in turn gave me a big burst of confidence. Now I have to continue - finishing her script, then shifting to Nelida's. But today my mind is weighted down with thoughts again about money - emails to sponsor prospects, the NYSCA (New York State Council of the Arts) proposal, paying my bills, negotiating a deal with Perfo the sound studio. I feel like I never can properly immerse or finish one job or the other, right brain left brain right brain left brain...it leaves both sides very weary. OK, I can fundraise and do it well. Yes I can conceive, shoot and write a story. But geez, both at same time...I always read about all these people who do it all and I really don't know how.
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